Juz watched turn left turn right juz now... Ok i shall clarify this: I din go to the cinema to watch it, I was watching the vcd at home.

It was a realli 'special' version... Wif so many scenes so blatantly omitted out and shown in a language that i could not understand at all. It was in cantonese.

So yah i juz treated it like i was watching a foreign film... Squinting my eyes at the television juz so i can read the blur chinese subtitles...

Well, wat to do... Quote a line from Mr Kenneth: 'no fish prawn also can'.

BlueStar sparkled at 5:57 PM  ~  0 stars

Life is so empty. Totally filled with cold, silent emptiness.

You feel alone... Like the loneliest person on earth... And a simple act of walking home almost brought you to tears.

Life without studies is actually boring. Lying around at home doing nothing and letting ur mind wander is not a good thing... Coz sometimes, u think too much.

He's already reached the other side of the world... Miles and miles away from here... I wonder whether he will be able to see the star i'm looking at now...

BlueStar sparkled at 10:00 PM  ~  0 stars

Prelims are over... It's supposedly time to play... But I feel no happiness at all... Not a teeny weeny bit of joy...

Practically every paper was hard... Dun dare to get back the papers next week...

And he's leaving... Tomorrow morning... Till next sundae...

Well, wat joy can i feel then?

BlueStar sparkled at 8:37 PM  ~  0 stars

Decided to try out a quiz to destress...




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BlueStar sparkled at 4:40 PM  ~  0 stars

The dae is over. 2 subjects down. I mean REALLI down.

Maths was disastrous, as usual. Wonder where did my daes and weeks of practice go to. Down the drain? Down the toilet bowl?

Econs. After spending almost 6 daes mugging like mad for it, the feeling that gripped me the moment i flip open my qn paper was not that of relief. It was fear. Shit, wat qn shld i do first? Wat on earth are the qns asking about?

Worse. When i was travelling home on the train, i flipped through my econs 10 years series (for essays). Imagine my horror when i found ALL (not one, but all) the 3 qns that i attempted juz now staring straight at me in the book. Wat! They are A level qns?! Y din i look through all these 1st b4 i went for the exam?

And the worst of all, when i eventually calmed down and look through the answers in the book, i was appalled. Y are all my answers totally different from theirs? Does that mean i am going to get zero for the whole paper?!

Sometimes, at this kinda time, i realli feel like giving up. On everything. On life. So i wun need to deal wif all this devastation like wat i am facing now... And whose fault is it that i am so hopeless now? All my fault.

BlueStar sparkled at 6:53 PM  ~  0 stars

For those who have been taking note of my blog and wondering y i have been disappeared for so long... Here are 2 reasons:

1. I've been busy mugging. Or rather TRYING TO mug.

2. Nothing is interesting nowadaes. Life is totally saddening, if not dull. In happier daes, i'm studying enthusiastically and trying to do as much as i can... But usually, i juz feel so depressed about not being able to cram so much things into my head and live my daes, drifting in and out, like a soulless body... To quote one of mummy's famous quotes, if i dun try to smile and laugh now, i will juz break down and cry...

So farewell ppl... I guez i wun be blogging for a long time till after my prelims... If i'm still alive by that time that is...

BlueStar sparkled at 10:37 PM  ~  0 stars