Monday, September 15, 2003
The dae is over. 2 subjects down. I mean REALLI down.
Maths was disastrous, as usual. Wonder where did my daes and weeks of practice go to. Down the drain? Down the toilet bowl?
Econs. After spending almost 6 daes mugging like mad for it, the feeling that gripped me the moment i flip open my qn paper was not that of relief. It was fear.
Shit, wat qn shld i do first? Wat on earth are the qns asking about?
Worse. When i was travelling home on the train, i flipped through my econs 10 years series (for essays). Imagine my horror when i found ALL (not one, but
all) the 3 qns that i attempted juz now staring straight at me in the book.
Wat! They are A level qns?! Y din i look through all these 1st b4 i went for the exam?
And the worst of all, when i eventually calmed down and look through the answers in the book, i was appalled.
Y are all my answers totally different from theirs? Does that mean i am going to get zero for the whole paper?!
Sometimes, at this kinda time, i realli feel like giving up. On everything. On
life. So i wun need to deal wif all this devastation like wat i am facing now... And whose fault is it that i am so hopeless now? All
my fault.
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