Saturday, October 18, 2003
Actualli wanted to blog yesterdae, but somehow can't find the rite words to express my feelings...
Yesterdae was farewell assembly... Though the long long 'assembly' did nothing but put me to sleep, the short time spent in the home room wif mrs low and all my classmates saddened me and overwhelmed me wif an indescribable feeling...
It suddenly dawned on me that, it was the last time, the last time that the whole claz is gathered in a classroom, talking and laughing among themselves... Then mrs low came in and talked to us for a while as she distributed the result slips and entry proofs... I dunno if anyone noticed, but as she was telling us to 'look towards the future' and 'believe in ur dreams', her eyes were red... She had tears welling in her eyes i figured, and i suddenly felt like crying too...
She gave us all a quote each, and although mine din realli fit me, it was realli encouraging...
'This one step - choosing a goal and sticking to it - changes everything.'
She ignited this hope within me, this hope that i may be able to do well after all and that i can smile at her wif all happiness in march, when i get my A level results...
After she left, it was photography session (but she took a picture wif us b4 she left). Everyone scrambled to take pictures wif everyone, in all sorts of different poses... I regretted not bringing a film roll of 36 instead of a 24, coz i wanted to take as many pictures as i can...
It may be 1 of the last chances that our whole class can take pictures together, i thought.
Suddenly i had a rush of thoughts again... I'll miss everyone in the claz when we realli graduate... I'll miss Qiuli and Tingjun's laughter, Wendy's witty remarks, Li Chuan's not-so-nice singing, Candice's kawaii smile, Yee Fong's funny behaviour (when he sees a flying insect), Wei Li's cheem and philisophical thinking, Kenneth's ah gong look when he wears his old specs and even Rex's lame but totally funny jokes... I wish for the moment to be frozen in time... But can i?
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