Monday, April 26, 2004
Ok. Time to blog i guez. After such a long time...
Well haven't been realli happy for the whole week i guez... I mean yah i was happy going all kinds of places and enjoying quality time wif my frens etc (i realli realli enjoyed their company i must sae), but generally my mood wasn't the bez it can get.
Ppl ard me have oso been troubled by problems, be it minor or major ones... I guez this period of time juz isn't smooth-sailing for all of us... As for myself, my main worry has to be the fact that i haven't received anything yet from the 2 universities... When i sae nothing, i realli mean
nothing. Zilch. Hai i can't think of a better reason other than my results r realli not good and i juz dun belong to this 1st batch of ppl whom NUS and NTU have already sent letters to. Guez i can't do anything about it except to hold on to hope and keep checking my mailbox every dae till the dae i finally get sth. But well, it still hurts when u hear that almost everyone ard u have already received letters (many even received 2) and r eagerly discussing wat they shld take up and yet u have nothing at all. Yes, i genuinely feel happy for all these frens of mine, but as much as i wanna ignore it, there's this feeling inside that is gnawing at my heart... Feels pretty much like a mixture of disappointment, fear and sadness... Argh whatever. I think i'll juz try as much as possible to stay optimistic about the whole situation...
Ok time to change the topic... Another problem that i'm facing now is that i'm
still jobless. Haha i did call up schs etc and even stumbled upon a Coffee Club Xpress interview, but so far, there r no signs of me being employed in the near future... Life without a stable income is quite bad indeed. U'll tend to restrict ur spending and there will be so many things that u wanna buy but can't bear to buy... Conclusion: life without a job can actualli be quite miserable.
As for now, i juz wish that life (for me and everyone else) cld turn for the better in the daes ahead and may we all be happier ppl... Till then, take care everyone...
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