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Sunday, April 11, 2004

Yawnz i'm back here again...

Life is simply getting worse... Dragging myself to work every dae in the morning... Putting up wif all the nonsense from everyone... Trying like crazee to meet the 'target' of doing 100 emails a dae (which is totally stupid, they think we r goddesses is it?)... Even the emails i face every dae irk me so much i feel like smashing the computer screen... I realli can't wait to escape from 'that dreaded place', i mean if i dun leave soon, i guez i'll end up in a mental institution.

Juz yesterdae we were asked to answer calls coz they claimed they were shorthanded... I mean pls, we haven't answered calls like for almost a mth? Obviously we wld have forgotten lotsa stuff by now... But nevertheless we tried our bez... Every time a call ends and we hang up the phone, it starts ringing again... Most of the calls that i've received were asking for their income tax forms which they shld have received by early march... Those ppl din bother to call and ask for them in the daes and weeks before and now that it's NEAR the dateline, they panic and call us to scream in our ears... Ask them to come down personally to get the forms, they said they r not free. So is that my problem? Bastards.

It seems like eva since i stepped into 'that dreaded place', i've not been happy at all... I started to see all the ugly sides of human nature, well perhaps, Singaporean nature (in the case of those emails from those irritating singaporeans that i'm dealing wif). I've learnt that i can trust no one, not even someone who appears nice and treats u kindly, coz u might neva knoe when they'll stab u in the back. At a certain pt of time (which i dunno when), i started hating everyone and everything in 'that dreaded place', and up till todae, the hatred din disappear, instead, it's becoming stronger... I hate those hypocrites, those ppl who treat us like slaves to slog for them while they r slacking ard... I hate those stupid Singaporeans who will write in and complain about the system and all that simply coz they had not been careful enuff themselves... I hate them, i hate them all... I din DO anything to deserve this from all of them can...

I feel as if i'm hating the whole world now. I hate ppl, i hate life, and i hate you.

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