Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Shocked. The moment i read through that stack of papers in front of me. Panic surged through me as i tried frantically to look for words that at least look familiar to me...
This was the first time i teared when i received a qn booklet (i can't sae i cried, coz i juz had tears brimming in my eyes, that's all). Imagine how i felt when i saw thousands of figures and numbers and statistics in front of me, and suddenly, i saw these few words.
(a) ...
50 marks
(b) ...
50 marks
I swear i've neva seen qns (or rather, parts of
a qn, as this whole test consists of onli 1 qn) wif such heavy weightage before, and wat's worse, i dunno how to even begin the paper. The qns, the info given... Everything looked like greek to me. It was then, that i knew, i'm realli
dead this time.
Eventually, wif tears still in my eyes, i did wateva i can, crapped some stuff as my answers and handed up the script. Seriously, i realli think i'll get a single digit for the paper (it's upon 100 marks). I'm definitely not kidding.
This was the first time i felt so hopeless about a test. As in realli hopeless. And guez wat? I spent almost 4 whole daes studying for it in great detail, and i've done wateva i can to prepare for this test... Wat more can i sae?
I feel shattered. Realli.
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