Monday, January 17, 2005
High expectations. Y does everyone have high expectations on me...
Feel so lost during tutorials nowadaes... Seems like i got pretty good tutors (who indirectly stress u out a lot) for most tutorials, and i realli feel i can't meet up to their expectations. Esp for OB tut, when the professor told us a whole lot of scary things about life and the working world etc... Shall not elaborate over here, but she said stuff like how she expected us to be the bez (coz her students
can onli be the bez and nothing less) and how she doesn't even bother to look at ppl who r not the bez. She even said that the least we could do now is to set up a business while we r studying, or perhaps speculate in stocks or sth, so that it can act as a backup for us when we graduate...
Is it me? Or has the world changed? I'm juz a student, u knoe? And i onli wish to play my role well...
Been feeling veri stressed for the past few daes (after listening to 2 hrs of 'lecturing' from the highly intimidating OB tutor, who wun?)... Recently, i've been stopping too often to think: 'Am i realli in the rite course? Am i realli cut out to do business?'... I feel i'm struggling too hard to keep myself from drowning...
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