Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Sometimes, i feel that my life is in a mess. I have no idea wat i am doing. I have no direction as to where to go.
Every dae, i juz wake up and try hard to find the energy to last me through the dae, and take on whatever that comes.
I tried hard not to look back. I tried hard to love wat i am doing. I tried hard to devote all my time and effort, and try my bez to do wat i am supposed to do. I tried hard to work towards the aim that i had tried setting for myself. I felt i was becoming happier by the dae, and that i'm adapting well wif things...
So y did i lose it coz of ur simple comment? Y did i completely break down when i was reminded of the past again... Am i realli deceiving myself? Have i not gotten over it?
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