I-self, me-self, actual self, ideal self, ought self. Gestalt psychology. Fishbein's Theory of Reasoned Action. Expectancy-Disconfirmation Model. Reward power, coercive power, referent power, expert power, legitimate power...

There u go. I'm officially insane.

BlueStar sparkled at 6:35 PM  ~  0 stars

Exams r drawing near. Yet i haven't started mugging at all. Reason: No exam mood, no motivation.

I think it's my "mindset of escapism" at work again. I knoe that consumer behaviour is so tough, i can't understand 80% of the stuff in my notes and TB. I knoe it's going to be hard to study for that killer paper, thus, i escape - i dun wanna start studying.

The more i slack, the faster time passes, the guiltier i feel, the more worried i become. The more worried i am, the more i'm scared to start studying, and the more i slack. And the cycle repeats.

Grrrr. I hate myself. I better get down to studying soon!!!

BlueStar sparkled at 10:48 PM  ~  0 stars

Went to eat Sakae Sushi buffet at Kovan todae. It pretty much sucked.

The sushi was freezing cold, and the variety of sushis on the conveyor belt were like less than ten (excluding the red plates of coz). The proportion of red plates (which costs a jaw-dropping $6.50 each!!!) to coloured plates was like 5:3 lah! I seriously think they put so many red plates there to tempt customers into eating the yummylicious looking sushi, then they'll cry when they r footing the bill. Haha.

Anywae i've concluded that it's realli not worth it to eat sushi buffets, as u'll get so bloated after eating juz several of them. Sad. I wun be touching sushi for a long while now...

BlueStar sparkled at 1:12 AM  ~  0 stars

Yay! The final presentation is over! Yayyyyyyy! No more formal presentations for a long while!!!

Spirits r up by 500%! Morale is up by 1000%! I'm breathing in the air of freedom... Oh so sweet...

For those who r concerned about how i fared, i din do too well, but din do too badly either lah haha. I'm juz so glad that it's finally over! =)

Cheers everyone!

BlueStar sparkled at 11:23 PM  ~  0 stars

Tomorrow is the big dae. I'm feeling so stressed and unprepared. Wat if i forget my lines again?

I can onli pray that everything goes well tomorrow... Now everyone, pls pls pls pray for me. Thank you. Arigato. Terima Kasih. Xie Xie.

BlueStar sparkled at 6:01 PM  ~  0 stars

My final final final oral presentation for biz comm (business communications) is coming up this tues... It takes up a grand total of 25% of my final grade of this module, and it's realli stressing me out. And my demanding tutor sure isn't helping.

I juz wanna get it done and over with! Then i can finally sae...

"To hell with attention grabbers and eye contact and wat not! To hell with engaging the audience! To hell with oral presentations!"

Tues. I'm dreading it, yet looking forward to it.

BlueStar sparkled at 12:33 AM  ~  0 stars

These daes, i've been feeling drained. Exhausted. Demoralised. I can feel the dark cloud of depression looming over me... I tried to cheer myself up, but it din work. There r juz so many things weighing me down, and it's hard to find a reason to smile.

Things r not working out for me. No matter how hard i tried, i still screwed up time after time. I'm sick and tired of trying. I feel like giving up. But deep down, i knoe i can't.

BlueStar sparkled at 1:02 AM  ~  0 stars

I feel defeated. I dun feel like doing anything.

BlueStar sparkled at 11:55 PM  ~  0 stars

Morale level remains at an all-time low. Whereas stress level is increasing at an alarming rate wif each passing dae.

Hai. Shall not delve more into that.

I wanna give my views regarding the recent student-blogging brouhaha as well. But i'm too tired now. Shall do so this weekend or sth.

Hai. I need rest. I need a break.

BlueStar sparkled at 1:03 AM  ~  0 stars