Recently, i've got into a habit of sitting down and thinking about stuff. During one of this 'thinking sessions', i realised that there's nothing that i'm particularly good at. I dun have leadership qualities, i suck at public speaking, i dun excel academically, i can't draw, i can't play any instruments, i can't dance... U get the drift. So wat am i going to do as my career? I dun think i'll make a veri good businesswoman...

And every time, this small voice will pop out and sae, "Eh, u sing not bad wat. Moreover, u love singing!"

"But how can i make this my career? Become a singer? There's so much better talent out there! No chance one lah."

"Hai, true hor."

So as usual, i'll be stuck at the same qn again: Y am i such a good-for-nothing huh?

(I shall write my disclaimer first: I'm realli not trying to boast or whatever, so pls do not blast me wif evil remarks.)

Then again, one thing i'm good at is recognising songs and remembering their melodies and lyrics. As in when the radio plays a song from, for example, 6 yrs ago, chances r, i can tell u the name of the singer, the title, and perhaps even sing the whole song out for u. All this within the first 3-5 secs when the song starts to play. (Haha this is proven kae! We played this song-guessing game when we were at Sharon's hse in KL and i could do that for almost all the songs! Serious!)

That's y for this long period of time, i had wanted to enter mass communications and become a radio DJ. I tot hey, that'll be a suitable job for me! But i've come to realise that i dun have the kou3 cai2 to be one. I think i'll suffer a nervous breakdown first before uttering my first line on air. Hai.

Eh wat am i writing ah? This is such a messy post. Argh. I'm juz xianz lah.

Oh by the wae i'm sad todae. I din manage to get into the same claz as my frens for Accounting II. Of all subjs can! My most dreaded subj, and i hafta be all alone in a claz. Worse, who am i going to do the proj wif? Argh.

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