It's official. My current condition is caused by my high stress level during the exam period. (Look at wat strategic mgt has done to me!)

Went to see a specialist todae coz my condition hasn't been improving and i'm still experiencing a lot of discomfort. After some examination, she diagnosed me wif Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS). Symptoms include abdominal pain and cramps, bloating and diarrhoea, which i all have. Gave me a whole lot of medicine to take home... Hope they'll work.

In addition, the specialist oso said i've a heart condition named Mitral Valve Prolapse (MVP). Since young, i've known that i've a minor case of heart murmur, but i din knoe it was caused by MVP, which is the actual heart prob i have. She oso told me to inform the dentist about my prob when going for dental treatment, so that he'll give me antibiotics to prevent bacterial infection. So shocking! To think i was contemplating to visit the dentist next week!

Goodness. Since when did i become so sickly ah?

BlueStar sparkled at 11:58 PM  ~  0 stars

Exams r over. But i'm not enjoying myself.

The worst thing i've gained from this exam period, is a big gastric problem (and a screwed up stomach). It started the dae before my Strategic Mgt paper (last thurs), and it's been on and off since... And it suddenly took a turn for the worse on fri (the last dae of my exams)! Now i'm like having waves of acute pain once in a while (every hr or few hrs), and hafta keep visiting the loo. Painful. =(

After being woken up by a stomachache for 2 days in a row, i went to see my doctor again this morning. He diagnosed it as gastric flatulence, not gastric flu (which i tot it was). Gave me some medicine which i took obediently. But till now, i'm still not getting better! *wails*

God, pls let me get well soon...

BlueStar sparkled at 6:59 PM  ~  0 stars

(I dozed off last nite so din blog. Haha.)

The paper of the year is finally over. Quite disappointed wif myself... It was not that tough a paper after all, yet i couldn't finish it! And the reason was coz i was half asleep during the 1st hr! Unforgivable! But i had taken medication before that so perhaps that caused my drowsiness (i was sick for the past 2 daes)... Argh!

In retrospect, i kept thinking that if i wasn't sick, perhaps i wld be able to finish the paper! U knoe that kind of regretful feeling... So sad. I hope to at least get a B. Pls give me a B!

Anywae here's sth light to cheer everyone up. A famous quote by an infamous person (or simply a person that is the subject of our hatred)...

"Sorry i'm unable to print screen the pages... Coz my printer doesn't have print screen mode."

BlueStar sparkled at 12:08 PM  ~  0 stars

I'm stressed. I'm realli stressed. I dunno how to study for my strategic mgt paper. I dunno how to cram all the concepts into my head, and apply them to the case on fri. I'm realli a confused kid. Y must the paper be closed-book? I'm realli scared i can't remember everything coz my memory sux.

The case is staring at me. My notes r staring at me. Yet i dunno wat to do wif them. How? Wat shld i do? Can anyone teach me?

I've been stressed like this for the past few daes, but suddenly i'm thrown into this state of paranoia. I realli dunno how to continue from here... And the paper is less than 2 daes away. Everyone seems so prepared. Everyone's MSN nicks r happy, confident even. ("Banyan tree again? Yippee!") Y issit onli me that's panicking over here? Y issit that everyone knoes everything, while i knoe nothing?

I dun wanna fail. I realli dun wanna fail.

BlueStar sparkled at 12:02 AM  ~  0 stars

We must all stock up on our supplies soon. Coz the GST is gonna be increased from 5% to an appalling 7%. Y on earth must u raise it?! Some more raise it when we r juz gonna enter the workforce. Perfect timing.

Exams r starting this fri, and ending next fri. And guess wat, i'm upset that the whole exam period is so short. U knoe wat i mean. U knoe wat i'm dreading...

The mere thought of the 3-letter word (starting wif F) is enuff to ruin my mood for the dae.

BlueStar sparkled at 11:07 PM  ~  0 stars

Juz watched the korean movie Going Home on tv... It was so sad and touching... Made me tear and tear and tear.

Sometimes, it's the small little things we do that will touch another's heart.

BlueStar sparkled at 1:44 AM  ~  0 stars

I've never been so angry for a long time.

Today, they've juz proven themselves to be the worst grp of ppl i've ever worked wif. Because of them, i can't wait for March to arrive asap. Because of them, i dun want my exams to end (coz my nightmare will start then).

I was so pissed off by them, i practically blew fire at everyone todae. They were realli too much.

I started a list todae - People I'll Never Want To Work With Ever Again. They r the first two on the list. And somehow, i think they'll be the onli two on the list.

BlueStar sparkled at 11:43 PM  ~  0 stars

The semester will officially end at 2.30pm todae. Hai. The 2nd last semester of my whole life is ending. My heart is growing heavy.

I will miss my 2 proj grps this semester. They have been such wonderful ppl to work wif! Esp for our dear 311 grp which has bonded and grew closer as we fought through the many weeks of CESIM! Kudos to Kylie, Ling, Sal and Yan! Hehe. =) Let's hope our CESIM presentation will impress Clive and help pull up our grades!

The battle has started. The heat is on. Will i be able to rise up to the challenge? The truth remains to be seen. Haha.

P.S: I still hafta stick wif this particular proj grp till March. Why must the grp be the most horrible one of them all? Why?!

BlueStar sparkled at 12:48 AM  ~  0 stars

Walking aimlessly in the mall. Staring into space on the train. Tears welled up in her eyes.

Sadness weighing her heart. Out of the blue. Without a reason.

A random depressed dae.

BlueStar sparkled at 3:39 PM  ~  0 stars