Thursday, April 26, 2007
I knoe i promise to revitalise my blog after exams, but i'm still searching for the perfect "
new look". Good creations take time mah... =P
Anywae, after a long time of yearning and pining, i finally got my
Be Strong Geum Soon DVD!
Yay i'm so
happy! Hehe thanx to my dad for sponsoring it! Now i can start my Geum Soon marathon! =)
Monday, April 23, 2007
The
last paper of my life.
GMS. Tomorrow. 9am to 11.30am.
Although it's gonna be a
killer paper, although i'm not confident that i can do well, i'm gonna put up my
best fight. Fight till the end!
I need
all the luck and blessings i can get! Wish me
good luck kae! =)
(I think i'll cry tears of joy after the paper. No more exams!)
To be still awake at this hour, studying while listening to music, is a
bliss. A simple form of
happiness.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Have been feeling quite
down recently. It's the
GMS stress i guess. Or perhaps i'm thinking about too many things...
Talking about GMS, it is the first subj that made me feel so helpless, so "
not within control". There is pretty much
nothing u can do to prepare for the paper and ensure u can at least pass... Even if u can memorise the content from the notes and textbook word for word, it's not gonna help. It's all about
application and
argument. (Which i realli suck in.) Hope i can at least write some stuff at the exam...
For those of u who have found my blog to be getting more and more boring, i promise to
revitalise it after exams kae! Haha. Pls dun
abandon this blog!
Let's all put in our
best effort for the veri last lap! (I can see my Geum Soon DVD in front of me already!) Aza aza! Gambate!
Monday, April 16, 2007
Tomorrow is the dae. The
2nd last paper of my whole life.
Wish me
good luck kae!!! Aza aza fighting! =)
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I've been pondering these daes... Have i been leading too
sheltered a life? So much so that i'm
afraid of getting out of my comfort zone?
Perhaps our dearest big sister is
right. It's time for us to be
independent. It's time for us to spread our wings and
soar.
When will i muster
enough courage to take the first step?
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Was too busy to post for the past few daes. But now, everything is
over!
GMS is finally over! Woo hoo! No more
Monsanto! No more GM food! Haha. And we did quite well i feel...
Well done girls! May we all get good grades... =)
Resort is over too! No more
Singapore Flyer! Todae's virtual commentary session has been such a hectic one, i almost died of heart attack! Haha. But i wanna visit the Flyer when it opens!
I guess i'm supposed to feel happy and relieved that all these projs r over, that sch is finally coming to an end... Yet, i'm juz feeling so lost.
Lost in life. For the past 15 years, my purpose in life is to play my role as a student and study hard. But now, suddenly, i dun have an
aim in life anymore. How am i supposed to
carry on wif my life from here?
I have no idea wat i wanna do in future. I dunno wat jobs will be
suitable for me. I'm worried that i wun be a
competent employee, and that i'll keep screwing up at work. I even had nightmares before about my employer kicking me outta the company in less than a mth! And it certainly doesn't help that it is so hard to even
find a job in the first place. Hai. Sometimes i wonder if i'll even manage to find a job by the
end of the year...
I feel so helpless. So alone. =(
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