Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Was too busy to post for the past few daes. But now, everything is
over!
GMS is finally over! Woo hoo! No more
Monsanto! No more GM food! Haha. And we did quite well i feel...
Well done girls! May we all get good grades... =)
Resort is over too! No more
Singapore Flyer! Todae's virtual commentary session has been such a hectic one, i almost died of heart attack! Haha. But i wanna visit the Flyer when it opens!
I guess i'm supposed to feel happy and relieved that all these projs r over, that sch is finally coming to an end... Yet, i'm juz feeling so lost.
Lost in life. For the past 15 years, my purpose in life is to play my role as a student and study hard. But now, suddenly, i dun have an
aim in life anymore. How am i supposed to
carry on wif my life from here?
I have no idea wat i wanna do in future. I dunno wat jobs will be
suitable for me. I'm worried that i wun be a
competent employee, and that i'll keep screwing up at work. I even had nightmares before about my employer kicking me outta the company in less than a mth! And it certainly doesn't help that it is so hard to even
find a job in the first place. Hai. Sometimes i wonder if i'll even manage to find a job by the
end of the year...
I feel so helpless. So alone. =(
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